I’ve been “teased” by my own family members. that word was in quotations because that was how everyone saw it; but to me, it was much worse. ever since I could remember. going to the beach with my cousins at 3 or 4 years old, getting called fat and ugly in my little bathing suit. getting physically abused by my older sister, being called worthless, stupid, and annoying. being left out. being laughed at and humiliated. pressured to be perfect by my parents. being compared to other children. and let’s not mention the years of abuse my parents put me through.
I get insulted now and just brush it off. I’m used to it. but you know what? it still fucking hurts. it really does. and I have scars to prove it.
The many many nights I cried myself to sleep at like six years old till now. What a life I’ve lived..
I can relate to your comments so much its sad ^
You just described my life ^(via